Vonranicka’s English Blog

I was absent in class today.

I did make up work and extra credit activities. Today I learned that procrastination will lead you no where in life. I could have made a better grade in class but I decided to wait to the last minute to do everything I needed to do. I could’ve payed more attention in class and turned in everything I needed to turn in , it’s not like it was a hard class either. Next year will be a better me though. Im focusing on graduating and nothing else .

After I graduate high school I planned to go into the military and go into the nursing program. Obviously my plans have changed but it hasn’t changed drastically. I’m not going into the military no more. I want to go to college at NCAT. I want experience adult life with little pressure to be someone. I want explore and find what I’m good at in college

 I have no fun at all because I always busy . I’m either at school, at work, or at home sleep. I don’t be having time to do anything fun. Even on my off days I don’t do anything because I’m to tired to do anywhere.

 Mom, thank you for giving me life and putting me on this earth with the help of god. Thank you for being my rock when ever I needed you. Thank you for being my shoulder to cry on when I had my bad days. Thank you for being someone I could always talk to about anything. Thank you for being my best friend mom. 

I feel like my 15 birthday party was too big . I just wanted to be alone and everybody was in my face trying to cheer me up . it was my first birthday without my mom . I appreciate the empathy and support but I really did just something little with a few friends and family.

 I remember when I was in 5th grade and liked this boy and told my friends about him. At lunch he came up to me and told me he didn’t like me and I was so embarrassed. I went back to the classroom and cried. I already knew who had told him because they were the only people I told. I confronted them and they told me everything. After that day I never talked to them again .

 Dear Mr.Spears,    I apologize for the actions and words said towards you and you faculty’s staff. I understand that you and every teacher here are just doing their jobs but other students may not. I apologize for the profanity and disrespect towards you guys, I just feel as if students would just come in listen for the lesson, do their work and then socialize , life would be very much easier. But not all students are like that . I’m speaking for the ones who come to school and do what they have to do . We appreciate everything you all do for us 

 I used to know how to do flips and jumps . I stopped because I cracked my knee and never got it fixed properly. I used to know how to do it all, backflips , toe touches, hand springs.. etc. and then it all stopped when I listened to my little brother and rode my bike down my neighbors back yard not knowing that her gate was closed because it’s usually open. 

 I knew I was in trouble when i came home and all my things were emptied out on my bed, I’m talking dresser, closet, shoes rack tv stand all laid out on my bed. I mean I already knew that I was in trouble from before because I was caught in a lie but I wasn’t expecting the consequences that soon. I started to try to hide things I felt like she was going to take but she’s not stupid and already had took everything. I knew I got caught in the lie and was thinking about it all day until I got home.

 I have to much respect for people that don’t show me that same respect . I have too much of an open heart and mind because i give people chance after chance and every time I left them walk all over me . I’m too quick to forgive and forget. I just have too much of a big heart which makes me gullible.

 We took our finals in class today, I made at 86 . im grateful that our finals wasn’t no hour long text . but I made it by the tip of my toes . I learned today to not let your past mistakes hold you down , learn from them and keep moving forward. I say this because I have an ex in the 3rd period class and he keep saying he want to be with me again and I was thinking about it . I came to the conclusion that I’m just going to leave that relationship in 2020 like a lot of other stuff I left .

 I helped a friend get through a tough situation in class today. I learned that family means nothing if they treat you like garbage. I hated seeing my friend cry today. We sat in the back room and talked until class ended . Im glad she’s okay now . 

 Something I dont exactly remember are moments from my childhood. I mean yeah that happens to everyone as time goes by but I really dont remember nothing from when I was a kid. I get a few memory flashbacks when I recognize a smell or taste or sound but other than that , nada. i can remember faces though. If I dont remember you name im going to remember seeing your face. 

 I was absent in class today.

I can’t deny the fact that I’m a women. I have all the parts and genetics to prove it all day. Even if I wanted to change the structure of my body I still wouldn’t be able to deny the fact that I was born in a woman’s body. Not saying that nobody can transform their body and mindset but science is science. 

We have recently welcomed baby Nori into the family this February. He's my baby cousin. i was there for the full birth, i saw things i never want to see again. he was so little this with his little chubby feet and hands. i was crying for a good minute or two. i got to be the first one to hold him after his mother of course. i love his fat cheeks so much. 

 A time i dressed inappropriately is when my cousin told me we were going to a casual party and it turned out to be a barbecue. i wore a cute little dressy blouse and some jeans and little cute heels. everybody else had on shorts , tee shirts, sundresses and bikinis. i felt so out of place and over dressed so i sat in the car most of the time.